First, to be transparent usually I have a vague idea of the theme of song I use, rarely a certain song. There is some interesting stuff. This guy is my most surprising yet. I was going for more poetic and less satire but here we are!
My last post I talked about how I am committed, like unnaturally so. There is one HUGE exception to that. Projects.
Last night, I finished my paint by numbers I started some time in 2020. I usually finish my latest, buy a new one and take forever again. There has been a few exceptions which are ones I bought in mind for others. Those I usually finish in a month or two. Some I simply see and like them.
![Love Color and Being Exact? You'll Love Paint by Numbers for Adults | SPY](https://spy.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/09/paint-by-numbers-featured-image.jpg?w=958&h=599&crop=1)
It is not limited to that either. I am currently ‘working on’ a blanket I have been knitting for 7 years. It is not difficult. I just need to work on it. To be fair it is for my husband and we were seperated for a while. Also, if it had been done before that point it would have been destroyed or gotten rid of. Best case it would have been in the storage unit that did not get paid for so it went to auction. That would have been frustrated.
![The Therapeutic Power of Knitting](https://hips.hearstapps.com/hmg-prod.s3.amazonaws.com/images/knitting-cover-1-1585605723.jpg)
The thing with me is if I make a project for a person it HAS to go to them. Once I started a scarf for a friend that I ended up losing her friendship. I never told her about it. I was watching her brothers kids at the time. Him and his wife went on vacation. I gave it to them to give to her as ‘something they picked up for her somewhere’. If they never followed through, I do not know, is no longer on me. I could not give it to anyone else though.
I do not always take forever. One year I made two big baby blankets, one for my mother in law and assorted other knitted gifts for christmas including knitted caps for my neices and nephews. All this happened in about six months. This also happened over a year before I started my current blanket.
I am not limited to crafting projects. I started this pandemic doing a work out daily plan. I made it over 90 days. I got into shape. I no longer do it. That is right I have been in this pandemic state for long enough to go in and out of shape.
There is also vitamins, skin care and just about anything else you can imagine.
That does not mean that I lack follow through. I did resin projects that I only stopped I ran out of resin. I ordered a different type and used all that. If you do not know resin is not cheap. I find myself not justifying buying more at the moment. I want to soooo bad.
![Casting Resin Guide – Best Products and How to do Resin Casting](https://fluid-painting.com/wp-content/uploads/2020/03/casting-resin.jpg)
I did Keto awhile back. I did enjoy it alot. But I worked in office full of other Keto people. Across the parking lot was little owner run cafe. That meant that if I got really hungry I could call across for food and walk to pick it up. I did lose the weight. An added bonus was that the no bread cut out alot of sweets. I stopped. I do not know why. I keep saying I will again then I buy oreos or bagels. No self control 😛
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There really is no deeper meaning in this post. I was just thinking that my last one did not show all of me. I am feircely loyal and committed. I am also so very flakey. The whole part of this is to be open. This is huge because if you knew me I am either very guarded or very open, like please stop TMI. All or nothing.
I am however very straight foreward when asked a question. I will answer honestly. Beware of what you ask.
![W.W. Jacobs Quote: “Be careful what you wish for, you may receive it.”](https://quotefancy.com/media/wallpaper/3840x2160/1660607-W-W-Jacobs-Quote-Be-careful-what-you-wish-for-you-may-receive-it.jpg)
Also, beware of hoping I will be non guarded with you. I really have NO FILTER!
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Short Attention Span
Mucky Pup
Album Five Guys in a Really Hot Garage
SHORT ATTENTION SPAN LYRICS
I got a short attention span, cause i am an american
Must be something in the air, fast food, t.v., i don’t care
Home of the big cars, home of the soft minds
Just the thing, that i despise
The kids can’t read, and the kids can’t spell
I’m telling you mom, this place is going to hell
America is the, drive-thru nation
Everybody’s got their own, television station
I come from the, velvetta generation
Keep it simple, cause i can’t deal with complication
Wow – growin’ up american
Yea – we’re growin’ up american
Wow – growin’ up american
Yea – that’s grown’ up american